Dear God

Well, I don't really know what I wanna tell You right now. It's kind of dilema for me. Honestly, I thank You for I've lived my life in happiness so far. But the biggest problems in man's life haven't got answers in mine.

Since You created me, I've realized that You put a 'will' inside me. This 'thing' has lifted my feet up on walking the sreets, opened my eyes in staring strange stuffs, reacted my lungs on breathing the air. This crazy 'thing' even has brought me somewhere I haven't even realized yet. Now I find myself sinked deeply in this 'thing' I'm used to thanking You.

As a matter of fact, I need Your help, as I always do. Really need a big one this time. Everyone in my life told me that You know better what i do need than I do myself. I consider this is true as You are my Creator. I believe it as I believe You own my whole life for sure.

Today's the biggest fight and the greatest struggle I've ever made in my life. Crawling and kneeing, I come begging Your help. I'm knocking Your door. You know what I wannna ask. You know what I ask You 'to do' for me. Give me if I'm deserved to accept. Strengthen me if I'm not. That's all I wanna tell You.

Well, God ... You bring me here.

Whatever happens You're the one who gets the glory.

Whatever happens I will praise You in every way possible.

Amen.